Daryl

Experts say "laughter is good medicine, a good belly laugh triggers the production of endorphins, the brain's feel-good neurotransmitters. It also relaxes your blood vessels and increases blood flow -- the ideal antidote to tension." I love a good laugh but I remember the day Daryl transitioned from this life, there were two thoughts that came into my mind, both very unrealistic but they were there and it was my reality. The first was, I don't think I will ever eat again and the second was I don't think I will ever laugh again. I felt similar in 2013 after my Dad transitioned then three years later in 2016 when my Mom transitioned. One of the symptoms of grief that I'm sure most people can relate to. The first time I did laugh after each loss I was surprised and equally surprised at the next feeling of guilt.  I grew up in a family where there was a lot of laughter. My Dad and Mom were both very funny in different ways. My Dad had somewhat of a sarcastic y...